Wednesday, 15 August 2007
A long way away
Today I am not feeling so good. This might have something to do with it being payday and realising that I forgot one zero while doing my budget earlier this month, leaving me actually short than in excess as I tought. Anyway that aside, everytime i think about how long it will take to shed this fat I get down, granted it took a long time to pile it on but it doesnt make it any easier thinking of it like that. I know a year is long and probably this time next year I will have reached my goal and will look back at this time fondly, admiring my strength and determination. But right here right now i wish i was Shauna or Helen, the list is endless, they are done and here I am with how many, with 35 kg to loose, and that's just to get withing the lowest rand of a healthy BMI. I know I know when i first started I had 55kg to loose, but still I'm sad and just wish it will all hurry up and be done.